Finding My Way Back to the Current

Lately, there’s been a quiet shift in my business—doors closing and others swinging wide open before I even had time to knock.

I’ve been sitting in that awkward in-between… trying to navigate what it means to hold a full-time job, teach yoga, teach Pilates, coach clients, and also somehow live in a way that feels honest. And for a while, I wasn’t. I was performing authenticity more than I was embodying it.

Not in a deceptive way—just… playing a version of me that could work. One I didn’t hate, one I even liked sometimes. But she wasn’t quite me.

So I’ve been doing what I always invite others to do: remembering. Re-sitting with the soul of Creative Current. The parts of this work that actually move me. The reason it ever mattered in the first place. And how to do all that while tending to my home, my family, and my own inner rhythm.

And just when that clarity began to crack through—life cracked me right back open.

My youngest daughter got really sick this week and had to be hospitalized overnight with a violent stomach virus. Watching her hooked up to IVs, weak and scared, something in me shattered and softened. And all I could think about was the parents who live this reality all the time. I felt cracked open with gratitude that I got to bring my baby home so quickly—and deep compassion for those who don’t.

The very next day, we closed on our home build. A dream we’ve been sketching for three years, that i sometimes thought would never actually come. A milestone I thought would feel huge. But after the emotional whiplash of the hospital, I felt... nothing. Numb. Flattened.

It’s taken me a couple days to admit that out loud.

So today, I’m trying to reset. To slow down. To soften back into what’s real and right for me.

And to find my way back to the Current.

If you're reading this and you're navigating your own version of a big shift, a cracked heart, or a blurry path—just know: the rhythm always returns. Even when it’s messy. Even when you don’t feel like yourself. Especially then.

I’ll be sharing more soon about where Creative Current is going in 2026—what’s staying, what’s leaving, and what’s coming to life with more alignment than ever before.

But for now, I’m just here. Breathing. Re-remembering. Moving slowly.

With love + presence,
Jess